It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, (protecting its sanity), covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But, it is never gone.

Rose Fitzgerald Kennedy

 After hearing this quote no words shall ring more truth now it may or may not have happened to you but
the truth is all of us have had some wound that has some need of healing..

Wes Youmans

! Misunderstood !

       ! Misunderstood !

Peace shattered by earth's rumble
and tumble.At which the soul is trapped
in it's own little world never to find
a place or enough space.
As i gaze out through the bright burning
red fiery light of the phoenix lit sky.
At which i look down upon my love
as i unwrap her without a slight bit of fright.
But as i go through passages of time
and troubled minds i feel i may never unwind.
I wind and try to unwind that's all
i can do with no rhyme or reason through
ever and all seasons.
This what i do for my mind is so twisted
and turned. As i take a path down darkness is
always a welcome thing to hear the moon
sing and the stars ring in the night and a new life.
But if life is truly a nightmare for most
of us and we all wait to wake.
How bad will life be when we
finally do wake up.

Wes Youmans

HELL THAT IS LIFE

HELL THAT IS LIFE

WHEN THINGS GO WRONG, AS THEY SOMETIMES WILL

AND DO, WHEN THE ROAD

YOU'RE TRUDING SEEMS ALL UP HILL, WHEN THE

FUNDS ARE LOW AND DEBTS ARE HIGH. AND YOU

WANT TO SMILE, BUT YOU HAVE TO SIGH. WHEN CARE

IS PRESSING YOU DOWN A BIT, REST IF YOU MUST, BUT

DON'T YOU QUIT.

LIFE IS QUEER WITH IT'S TWISTS AND TURNS, AS

EVERYONE OF US SOMETIMES LEARNS. AND MANY A

FAILURE TURNS ABOUT. WHEN HE MIGHT HAVE WON

HAD

HE STUCK IT OUT. DON'T GIVE UP THOUGH THE PACE

MAY BE SLOW, YOU

MIGHT SUCCEED WITH ANOTHER BLOW. SUCCESS IS

FAILURE TURNED INSIDE OUT.

SO REMEMBER THIS POEM WHEN THINGS ARE DOWN

AND OUT

AND TRY TO NEVER EVER DOUBT

Wes Youmans

9 Months Anytime Now

Well any day     and   anytime now

I'm  about to be a father for the first time go figure
im calm as can be right now yet my mind is rolling 90 to nothing

So i guess the phrase duck on a pond would work 

Like a duck on the pond. On the surface everything looks calm, but beneath the water those little feet are churning a mile a minute.
Things are about to change so much that i can't even try to fathom the concepts and journeys that are coming our way.

EE Cummings { I just Liked It }

EE Cummings

 i carry your heart

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)

                                    i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

April 2011 Gettin Closer

April,
A month of a change subtle at first but very well could become so much more.

  We are in the last 3 months of pregnancy and all is going well
all the doctor's reports have been good and all is on course.

Unless she decides to make her presence known a lil early  we shall
Have a little one to bless our clan between
May 15th and June 6th

OH WHAT A RUSH!!!!

7 months

Well 7 months gone  and my child is almost here in our lives.

Things are lining up so far the way we need them to.
if all goes as they are right now our little BUTTERFLY will
join us and complete our family 
Her birthday should be between
May 15th and June 7th

How to be a father

Life which has many ups and downs 

high and lows 

in just a few months time   i will become a father 

A father something i don't even no what that word really means but i have nothing but love to give

My wife and my lil girl will be my whole world.

January's Gone

Well one month already gone and closer we get to being parents

Who knew my life would have to make so many changes

Its official

 Im not only going to b a father in about 4 months

we are having a girl

I hate cold weather

Since the weather has set in on north Ga   we didnt make it to the doctors office so once again we have no clue yet what our child is.

But of course it is all in gods hands

Cold

As I awoke this morning all I could think was
why did someone leave the freezer open
we got ice all over the place and lost power today for a lil bit

As the time approaches we will soon find out
what gender our child will be.

God be with us

Arizona

 As the world of this united states looks at the tragedy of yesterday's shooting  as tragic as it is .


Politicians need to stay off corners or get better security. This world unfortunately is full of nutballs  that probably
should have already been in prison or taking out back and shoot themselves so our world could be a better place
like all those who are on death row go ahead and end em.
 
Deo Vindice 420

2010 a Year of change

First of im starting a blog late in the game but this is a year blog of 2010
i hope you enjoy.

January 2010-April 19th,2010Things in life all can run together for most of the start
of 2010. So the first few months of this year kind of ran
together with me and stacy working full time. We were
working hard to save and pay for our up coming wedding.
April 20th, 2010The only reason this day gets its own entry is this day
changed many things. On this day on my last delivery
i got hurt. ( Later i found out i blew out three disks in
my lower back ) Surgery had to happen.
Saturday, May 15, 2010 5:00 amThere are so many things within this wide spectrum of
life i will never understand but of course thats simply just
another part of life not knowing and / or understanding
certin aspects. The true beautiful parts of our exsistence
are not always what we can hold within our hands yet the
piece's of something we hold within ourselves.
Theses are the things most of us may never understand. 　
May 18th 2010Just three days after my great and beautiful wedding im
headed to surgery to fix my pain.
August, 2010With my recovery going well yet slow and stacy's work
not going well we moved in with her sister up in Winder,Ga
It was a challenging time but we pushed through and our love
is strong and our hearts are locked forever.
Sunday,September 19, 2010 9:00 amNow that a grand new chapter has begun in my life
i am pose with more thought and questions. A year and a few
months have passed into this journey of my new life as a
husband and if god willing a father to be. This is a dilemy and
yet it is a welcomed challenge that is well worth taking on.
Not knowing is in itself the beginning of the challenge, it is
the start of being kept on your toes.
　
Tuesday, October 12th 3:45 pm It Has been comfirmed by the mercy place down in Athens
My lovely wife is five weeks pregnant with our first child.
Oh how to be a father when i dont even know what one is ?
Which in some ways may be a good thing cause yes i dont have
an example of how to be a father i just know a few great things
TO NEVER DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 　
Tuesday, October 26th and Wednesday 27th 10:00 a.m.A slight scare stacy was sick beyond belief morning sickness
drained her to point of a hospital night stay to pump her full
of fluids. So we both decided it was time to tell our parents.
Who would have thought that at the age of thirty-two we
were both a little scared of what her parents and my mom
would say.
November 2010We decided it was time to go to a less stress place before the
pregnancy got farther along. Moving in with stacy's parents
seemed the logical thing to do and it became a quick transtion.
Decemember 2010
Another christmas where my wallet may be empty and yes there
is no gifts under the tree my heart is full of love. My life is full of
family and loved ones. With the thought that at next christmas
i will be a father and our lil family will be about six months old

Deo Vindice 420

Life

Things in life can be strange with many many ups and downs as of late yes  there has been a lot more downs
for us.
But and this is a big one   in of course in close to 4 months i will be a father for the first time